1 - As I've mentioned in recent posts - I've gained weight recently. I blame it on my thesis. And my apparent
(sometimes complete) lack of willpower/self-control when I'm stressed out over my thesis. Which is almost constantly.
Today, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.
I did not like what I saw.
My first (and only, really) thought was - 'I'm fat.'
(before you go needlessly jumping into platitudes/explanations/sympathetic mumblings, please hold. that's not the point of my story)
I walked out and immediately saw two women who were bigger than I. One of them muchly so
(I know that's not a word). My first thought was
(as I've been told by my oldest sister on numerous occasions) - 'Some people would kill to have my body.' to which I add - 'and if they wouldn't, they should.'
(not that I'm being vain - see above.)Not that that makes me want to stay where I am, but I can appreciate the fact that I'm not as bad as I could be.
Thank heavens.
2 - I went running tonight.
For the first time, in way, way too long.
Especially considering that I'm signed up to run
(I mean walk) a half marathon next weekend.
However, it's in Bryce Canyon and I figure it will be a beautiful walk/run and I can enjoy it for what it is.
The run tonight felt great, by the way. I remembered how much I love running.
Even on a treadmill.
And compared to outside running, I hate treadmill running.
But Sabrina helped me.
Have I mentioned how much I love that movie?
maybe
once.
But not enough, I'm sure.
c - I'm totally not on track to lose
30 by 30... sadly.
However, I can still do it. I've just got to be more invested. And start acting on it. 1.67 lbs a week for the next 18 weeks
(exactly!) and I've got it. I can do this.
4 - I eat better when I exercise. Which is why I made myself get on the treadmill tonight. I went to a Relief Society presidency meeting in my running clothes so I wouldn't have an excuse when I got home.
It worked.
e - I'd say more. Because I'm sure there was more. But I've forgotten what it was.
And I was hoping to be in bed by 10. Which isn't going to happen since it's 9:58.
And I still need to shower.
Because I went running.
Did I mention that? (: